When I was young and lost

You showed up, and had my doors unlocked

Like threads, petals unfold

A red kawara-nadeshiko

You have shown me that I am still capable of caring for someone else

That I still bare the same innocence inside

Cause now I know that

Pain cannot define the past

We are built to overcome endless mishaps

You know, it is not so bad

When you are with me

Cherish as long as we last

Cause S is not for sayonara

Let memories play back

I knew I must step up

You deserve the world and more

The truth is that you'd rather

Spend our limited time together

Protection alone is not enough

Providing cannot fill an empty cup thirsting for love

I questioned myself a lot–

What do I know about love?

How can I recreate what I've never had?


All I know is that I must keep you thriving

If nutrients are what you lack

I will water you with every drop of blood I have

But now I know that

Sacrifice is the easy pat

My absence cannot ever change the fact

I wanted the very best for you, believe me

Our threads in red can never be cut

And S is not for sayonara

Will you forgive me at last?